Memories



Attitude is all she showed once she got her job.

Remembering our conversations I suppressed a sob.

She seemed to have forgotten all our memories at the blink of an eye.

Her actions were more irrational than the value of Pi.

I was irritating her, it seems.

I decided to give her time.

Time to contemplate her actions which seemed to be having a completely opposite reaction.

But she seemed to have left me in the past.

After all, no good thing ever lasts..

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